"I don‘t want to be one of those preachy, self-righteous, ‘my-messages-are-so-deep‘ kind of songwriters, ‘cause I hate that crap, you know? You know, the ‘let‘s-sit-at-an-outside-cafe‘ and smoke unfiltered cigarettes and have another mocha and talk about how ‘I‘m-an-artist-and-nobody-understands-me‘ kind of bullshit."

That's what Dexter wrote in the comment about 'Staring at the Sun'. I just felt like it is a clever thing to say when you write about your own song. And, as he said, the meaning he's writing lyrics is to get in touch with his fans, not make himself a person above them. I think that's clever too. WTF? He's clever. Period.

I feel like crap today. Is there any reason for a day to be so long? Or so short? Sometimes I feel like time is making fun of me. Before a test, it's short. All day long you feel like you need more and more. You do stuff in hurry, you never finish them and still there's a lot left to do. It's unfair and it's mean. Sometimes I wonder if there's any reason to wake up in those days. Though, there are days in which the bastard keeps getting on my nerves. It never lets the 24h to finish. It goes on and on, because it knows that you wait for something. And in those days, it's too long. You sit and do your job and you finish it too soon and then, there's nothing to do. It passes slowly and and it makes you want the thing you're waiting even more.

Some people say that life is a b*tch. I say that time is one.  I'm not sure if we're talking about a 'she' or a 'he', but I can say that time is rude. And as they say the first affirmation, they also say that nobody dies virgin, because it f*cks us all. I think that time does that too. and now I think it's a 'he', since it would be pretty hard for a 'she' to do that, right?

To end this as I started, I'll add another quote from Dexter. And, I feel like I need to say that too. What the hell? I always need to say tha!

"Ok, now I need another mocha, dammit. Waiter! "